Fear is bad... Why I tell you this thing...?!
Well even I thought I'll do anything to be happy and be with my Angel, I am not ready to give up at all I have to move to Bucharest.
Thought I will do it easy, but I'm not ready.
It's the start of my relationship and I'ved been asked to move to Bucharest, to leave my job, to leave my parents and my brothers, even to leave behind my friends...to start a new life.
Somedays if someone would asked me to do that maybe I would left without regrets...now it seems so hard, allmost imposible.
Maybe the fact that Bucharest was so repulsive for me, and I never imaginated myself in that landscape.
Wish I was stronger and not so fearfull. . .
I love you G. but I'll may not be ready to make such drastic changes in my life.
