Fear...

Fear is bad... Why I tell you this thing...?!

Well even I thought I'll do anything to be happy and be with my Angel, I am not ready to give up at all I have to move to Bucharest.

Thought I will do it easy, but I'm not ready.

It's the start of my relationship and I'ved been asked to move to Bucharest, to leave my job, to leave my parents and my brothers, even to leave behind my friends...to start a new life.

Somedays if someone would asked me to do that maybe I would left without regrets...now it seems so hard, allmost imposible.

Maybe the fact that Bucharest was so repulsive for me, and I never imaginated myself in that landscape.

Wish I was stronger and not so fearfull. . .

I love you G. but I'll may not be ready to make such drastic changes in my life.

Something more...

I was telling you in the last article that I've found my Angel...

That is true... things are just like that.

In my particular way to screew things I've did some things that I can't realy forgive to myself...But my love did it. I've got the forgiveness and even if I can't do that to myself, some things may not be the same. I'ved make mistakes in my life, as we all do, but my sweety may lost of confiance in myself.

But only those that love for true know that forgiving is good and the secound chance must come.

thank you my Angel. You are my life and I promise to do things better for now on.